23 1 / 2012
fly.
geez, it’s been a really long time since i last open my tumblr. i do miss it. haha.
i’m having SPM this year on the 13th of November. stress? of course. normal la kan stress? but i have my own stand - that if i really work hard, discipline, and always ask God for his guidance, i’m gonna get what i deserve which i believe is the best for me.
i set straight A as my goal. and go for university outside malaysia. i don’t know, i just don’t feel like studying in Malaysia. i wanna be a forensics explorer. alaa, macam CSI tu. haha. i think that it’s a very interesting job. even though i have to deal with my fear of human remains and blood, but i’m determined to take those fear as a challenge. tak best la klau mau cari kerja yang senang ja kan? lagipun keturunan kami belum ada yg bergelar doktor. hee.
now, i am having a CNY break. hee. but as usual, chemistry homework is piling at my desk. sigh. SPM.
and now i’m more to twitter than fb. fb seems so boring time after time. haha. twitter is better. follow me - @CR_Ani
personal life? hmm. i’ll let you decide the term to use. the person i love the most went out with my friend.
but not you. please jangan perasan. and guys, please don’t make your own conclusion of who i’m mentioning. this is what i hate actually. people always think that i can’t live without him. org slalu fikir yang aku cinta mati dgn dia. come on la, i’m just seventeen. i have brain. i can think. i have a long journey ahead of me and he is not gonna stop me from moving forward. aku seriously tak kisah dia mau keluar dgn siapa. he’s just my past and my mistake. aku yang salah sebab terima dia. i moved on. so as a friend, aku betul2 harap kamu boleh faham aku. i won’t ask much, just your understanding will do.
and mr hendry ng, i hope you’ll be happy with my very best friend. i did have a crush on you. i still do. but if it’s what it takes to make you and my friend happy, i’ll be willing to let you go. so long and goodbye.
i think that’s it for now. adios tumblr-ians. thanks for dropping by :) x
